long forbidden

this holiday is
enjoyable and disastrous
my dad came to us and paid me a visit
but now he had to rush back malaysia
coz my grandpa passed away
r.i.p grandpa...
i never expect my summer homecoming would be our last meeting
T_T

many had happened
and i enjoyed a successful semester this term
got great grades, get slim (lost 16kgs) and maintained double digits
in terms of my weight (in kgs)
did really well in career service volunteer
and maintaining my current blog wif constant update
have a better relationship wif ma family and called more often
and finally let off the tangled, confused relationship
that haunts me for 4 months
long ei? xP
but...there is still something amiss
coz...i feel uncertain of the future
of a certain thing that keep on bugging me
im like, letting go of a trouble and letting another trouble
to come bug me...
seems like they won't let me off so easily eh?
haiz....

>.<