actually, unfortunately, seriously, eventually

actually, i am supposed to have a hair cut today;

unfortunately, i overslept yesterday and forget to make an appointment;

seriously, i was quite mad with my silliness of oversleeping

eventually, i will read twilight, study, think, listen to music for the day

lastly, why people like to ask questions where they obviously know the answers xP

y@urS TruLy
xD

what's so fun with dota...

went out to hang out wif rochelle and janelle this afternoon.we all tend to get busy and it is really super hard to get together and have a small chit-chat or have a nice dine together. it is always good to catch up though, miss u lass~~xoxo

anyways, my crazy housemates are dota-ing the whole night again. what is so fun about dota man...luckily i am gifted the ability to still fall asleep even though it is so chaotic and noisy outside. thanks ma mum and dad for granting me the genes xP

nyways, they are still "killing" each other in the game now, so i better off to bed, a long day tomorrow..tata!!

y@urS TruLy
xD

so NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, just came back from Dr.Lengyel's office. Nestle finally made a move and HR people sent my resume to 2 department in the facility. So they want to have a look on my unofficial transcript to determine whether I can be the person to join the crew. Seriously as time progresses, I get more NERVOUS and eventually thinking that I WON'T GET the job. I am an optimist, but now I tend to be pessimistic and think that the job won't come for me and I will eventually end up in a huge disappointment..

I don't know lar, I just wanna hug someone and shout out at the top of my lungs. Just need someone who can share my burden with me at the moment. Just want to lessen the pressure I am putting at myself now. This is the even worse than waiting for a final grade result. So stress now, and noone can bless me with his/her lucky charm...

Ok, take a deep breath, hide your emotions for the time being.....
and don't ARGH!!! in the computer lab...
sigh, gtg, bye bloggie~~

y@urS TruLy
=X

burned out

officially and certified, i am currently undergoing burned out state for being not contented and aggressive enough for the pass January. recently ran out of topics in conversations and always bs-ing where i am not supposed to do so. also tones of crazy stuff out there are really driving me nuts and can't think rationally lately.

so, in terms of getting back into the normal state or proceed into another transition state, the following HAS to be done:

1) Wake up at 7 on WEEKDAYS (And no sleeping in!!!)
2) Disappear in MSN for the time being (for..half a month?)
3) Update myself with the world's latest news daily (like.. Iceland government "disbanded" because of the financial crisis)
4) Write blog that has higher english literature level (I do demand alot from myself, ain't I?)
5) Be a good friend of the dictionary (@.@)
6) CLEAN UP YOUR ROOM AND GET TIDY!!!!!! (The room will get messy in a weeks time anyways)
7) Read a chapter of twilight per day (I LOVE READING,just don't have much time lately)
8) Do rehab exercises and go to gym 4 times per week (To be a lean-fighting-machine)
9) Close your eyes and meditate (wow..this is the fundamental state to inner peace)
10) STOP BABBLING!!! (people hate ME for that)

lalala....cyborg mode on for mi...
and the above are the pre-installed module that I need to follow..

y@urS TruLy
=X

I Love you, I love you not, I Love you, I love you not

haiz..duno whether should I love you
or should i hate you

you made me never ending adore you since i get to know you
yet you made me waste so much effort and time on you

you are the most graceful figure i ever set sight on
yet your holiness made me reluctant to get near to you

you are one that I want to share my pass secrets with
yet you want to show me the future that is full of mystery

you showed me a vision which is sweet and full of hope
yet I see it as a prophecy of treachery

owh.
my..
gad...

Grandpa Zhou aaa...
or shall I say...
God of the Nether Land of Sleep
don't let me overslept again in the future
or show me some crazy unpredicted future vision again
=X

y@urs TruLy
xD

can't sleep

here i am,
2nd post of the day
coz i can't get myself into sleeping mode

>.<

memories flows all over ma mind
ma i going crazy or what???
got tones of plans laid out for tmr
and...got chinese new year dinner tomorrow!!!
so....
please mesmerize me and make me fall asleep

=X

Hapi Chinese Niu Year!!

Happy Chinese New Year everyone
again I missed out all the good times in KT
again I missed all the Ang Paus
again I missed all the chaters and gossips
again I am left alone here in Winnipeg again
again I am denied to chat wif sc longer than I wanted
again I don't have any good food to eat
Ah well, life goes on
I do love chatting on the phone with my families and cousins
though
xoxo

y@urS TruLy
xD

DJ rocxx

DJ Tiesto....
rocxx man!!!
listened to his remix throughout the night already
and also
meaningful lyrics from 2 pac
though he had passed away long time ago...

music is such a beautiful thing to appreciate
xoxo

y@urS TruLy
xD

music freaks

today was chatting on msn wif u know who u r regarding music~ so as it seems i am the one being the copy cat again(i am always the copy cat for duno wat reason xP). whatever music she like, i also like. so i am termed "copy cat" lol. nyways, im a universal music listener, apa-apa pun listen lar.Majority of the music I listend is English though, then Instrumental, then Chinese, and others are the less listened one, including J-pop, Korean, Malay, Latin, French, Cantonese etc etc. but ah well, music freak i am. No music no life, again..xoxo

CNY is coming, and dis is the n-year without ang pou (should be the 4th year??) anyways, get used to it already, just a little bit sad..can't go crazy wif ma bros and cousins, can't see my beloved aunt and uncles, can't play and torture my crazy cats back home, cant shout like crazy at home wif my bros..good old days, but life goes on eh? nevatheless, still happy to be here, gonna spend more time wif parents and cousin after graduation.. ^_^

y@urS TruLy
xD

productive day xP

today really productive
finished my assignment
read 2 chapters of twilight
wrote blog
studied for 2 courses
haha
and...
still walking to school!!!!

y@urS TruLy
xD

career fair

haha never knew i would enjoy myself so much in today's career fair~ got to meet a lot of familiar faces and it was fun hanging out with them again. Biggest surprise was meeting Gav, aww...i missed her so so mcuh!! got to talk wif the Canadian Wheat Board people, and hopefully can get good news from them. Also meet several new faces, all cool people man ^^

no more news from Nestle..well I just have to be a little more patience, hope i can get it though.. and also Janelle will help me find a music teacher, thanks gurl!!! xoxo my legs are now entirely worn out and i can feel the combine fatigueness from monday's gym, tuesday athletic theraphy and lastly today's 3 hour volunteer.. but for some reason, i like to get tired, coz u actually did something benefitial, right? xP

y@urS TruLy
xD

notty betul

dont ke ke lar
i know u miss me
xP

y@urS TruLy
xD

news from nestle~

got an email from nestle, and they are considering taking me in for the practicum!! I am over the moon man~itz a gud start, but hopefully i will get to go to the nestle food product department and do a 3 month practicum~ god please grant me this golden opportunity!!

compare to normal people, i consider myself to be a little more lucky. Is it a gift? or a curse? lol randomness struck again~ Anyways, fate is decided by yourself, so u decided to be lucky yourself, who can deny you? A: Nobody!!!

lastly, i went to gym today! n i had become a "Adidas Guy"..Adidas shoes, pants and shirt..thats funny but they fit well all together haha~ and NG, I bought a Nivea bathing foam, lol!!~~

y@urS TruLy
xD

my beloved ring is back!!!

finally got feeling to blog, coz i found my lost babe ring!!! my gad...it means so much to me you know!!! muackz muackz~ i ma not gonna loss you again babe, i promise!!! >.<

anyways, was down a couple days back, i just need to find someone to share it, and i had chosen you, hope you dont mind yar (u know who u r)..after i finish bz wif ma stuff, will letcha know..u r the best yeh, lurve u!~!

k...all for now i guess, more stuff to bz wif~~

y@urS TruLy
xD

more randomness

1) Q: Suddenly listening to an oldie song, which is?
A: Charlene - I've Never Been To Me...Really Loving It!!
邓丽君 - 我只在乎你

2) Q: What is your status in today's class?
A: Living Walking Zombie @.@

3) Q: Physical body check up, fun?
A: Ok ok lar, got my body checked, and some stuff need to be "readjust" *period*

4) Q: Life starting to get busy?
A: You betcha..

5) Q: What about gym?
A: Tomorrow

6) Q: Lastly, please update your weight
A: owh, I love this part..I am currently at 96.9 kgs (4 months ago was 111kgs, kaka) Target is 80++ before back Malaysia

y@urS TruLy
xD

random stuff...again!!

1)Q: y ur daily life so bored??
A: becoz the city is dead bored =X

2)Q: do you survive the -50 windchill couple days ago?
A: duuh...whoelse would be writing these random stuffs aside of me??

3)Q: whats the feeling of losing ur beloved ring?
A: sad, and frustrated..it really means a lot to me...darn!!

4)Q: do you kiss another gurl more than kissing your mum?
A: yes. xP

5)Q: what music are you currently listening to?
A: Britney Spears, instrumental (saxophone, piano, violin, chinese traditional music instruments), some oldies

6)Q: is school driving you nuts?
A: obv, YES!!!!

y@urS TruLy
xD

hmm...

3 things:

1) Q: will u feel pity for those pathetic people who struggles in life and keep blaming god and argues that everything isn't fair?
A: Hell no...duuh...why would I do that???

2) Q: do u know what u're gonna be in the end and specifically planned what you're gonna be after you graduate and go into the work force?
A: I wish to be something with artistic background ( Artist, singer, dancer, actor...), I hope to be the richest man yet still care and have a good family, I will be the boss of my company someday, and I am going to be starting as a moderately paid worker yet got potential to be one of the elites xP

3) Q: do u think friends can improve their relationship into bf/gf? will it be odd and hows the feeling gonna be like?
A: don't ask me, tired of relationship...>.< but it would definitely feel odd though, best friends become bf/gf???

y@urS TruLy
xD

bored...

nothing much to say today
coz basically just all day at school
study, reading, and checking stuff up
darn
life suddenly become so bored
and it is just the beginning of the semester!!!!
>.<

y@urS TruLy
xD

another way to say hello

today
i learned to say "Hello"
the universal greeting in a different way
here's how it works

Greet the opposition with "Hola"
Kiss the opposition on the left cheek and right cheek
Give them a Hug
Pretty cool eh?
Me and Janelle tried it out today
Neat stuff ya know
lol

y@urS TruLy
xD

mandarin become very rusty alr

another weekend, means another day to be free and do w/e i like
well nyways, dint do much today anyways, went out to eat wif jon
n he shared some stuff wif me, keep me up to date wif wats going on wif him...
itz alwiz gud to catch up wif friends, especially during the beginning of the semester

and a little note for ma story
itz really hard to do the beginning...got 3 versions, and ended up wif the most simple one
i regret writing in mandarin now, coz i havent been active writing or reading mandarin lately!!!
all become rusty already, cant even create a poem now >.<
but nyways, the project had started and it wont stop, so fella friends
do support me and critique me aaa
if ma stuff really cacat =P

y@urS TruLy
xD

rotten...

aiks..today just stay at home
be ma room's canadian maid
clear every unnecessary stuff in ma room
and it is ready for the new semester
kick some butt and make sure i graduate
need a gud space to study eh..=X

other than that, i did nothing today
gotta read my twilight tonight though
miss ya so much babe!!

y@urS TruLy
xD

strike ur heart wif a poison arrow

lol, wat a strange topic to start off wif...
but, just wanna apologize to those who i had hurt or offended throughout the last 4 months
words came out unintentionally, actions commenced without hesitation
however, i really don't mean it when i did something wrong
i know a simple sorry wont be just enuf, but u had ma word
im gonna work ma way up to be a betta person
so i will minimize the damage done if i again, hurt your feeling

2 more things to mention...
gonna change my blogs background, to something lighter..
and yeah, i know i had been procastinating on ma story writing
the "30 days gf"...
well will start working on it and 1st chapter will definitely surface b4 start of next week
mark ma words coz i will do it
^_^

and lastly, i attended a dance class today
all about latin dance, n seriously, my 1st day of dancing sucx...
even though i enjoy dancing, but their pace is too fast and i cant keep up wif them
so...basically just see those pros dancing on the stage
how i wish i can join them and be the stars xP
anyways, more practices are needed though
>.<

y@urS TruLy
xD

prevention is better than cure? xD

so today, done something i feel so reluctant to do
owh well, like you said, prevention is better than cure
it must be done for the greater good
you might be gone from the surface
but you remain within ma heart xP

today's classes are about toxinology and food product development
we are assigned groups in the F.P.D class and we get to design our own food
for further evaluation by the prof whos teaching us
cool eh..im gonna like this class but hopefully it wont suck most of my time
wif ma group developing a new food product

erm and lastly, think tat ma blog had undergo some evolution
i dont write as long as i used to and not sharing as much as i used to
strange eh? tot blogs supposed to be expressing everything...
but nevatheless, itz ma blog and i love to manage it ma own way
just as long the intended audience never get bored and will keep on staying tune

y@urS TruLy
xD

let the game begin

ok...so school had started, but i am in no mood of re-entering school
for the time being, i still yearn for my holidays!!! but anyways, av to go bak to reality
so..got all ma groceries..130++ cnd, which can last for 2 weeks hopefully
and most of the stuff are greenish thingy, eahh, im gonna eat healthy!
also emailed ma prof and some people who are currently working within my connection network
gotta leave good impression coz gonna graduate soon and nidda get all the help i nid

still got lots of stuff to shop for, but av to look after ma budget though
i wanna get a electronic keyboard!! and stick wif piano for a while =)
so many activities going on..doubt i have extra time to spend on msn chatting
even now my study table is shouting for mi...gosh and i am still haf this luxurious time to
BLOG!!!!!
well itz part of ma everyday routine...so...
tmr gotta go to prepare for the food presentation thingy, im da organizer wuhuuu!!!
exciting...
life's a game, and we are the players...so gotta do ma best!!!

y@urS TruLy
xD

im back!!

afta such a long holiday period
i ma finally back to winnipeg
means...
back to work and job!!!
lol
just a short update
stay tune for tmr
xD

short update

currently stalking in ma friend's house

mr claus cao cong's house

phew

i got a lot of goodie from him

in terms of movies games and series

wow

just a short update

going out to get something to eat

xD