itz the time of the year..that decision will make a difference throughout the whole school year..yes yes it is just the 2nd week of school, but if the mode is not change from Holiday --> Student mode, it would be just disastrous..
seriously, hate to be a "3 minute heat" person..maself can only keep up wif stuff that i ma really into, really interested..sooner or later, when ma interest fade, i will basically gif up on writing blog everyday, just like wat i did to ma 1st ever blog, and deleted it eventually..hate dis bad habit of mine..but..sometimes men are born to this world to face sorrows and suffering, to make yerself stronger to face the challenge that a mortal will face..the 1st task that i nid to accomplish in the school year, is basically..eliminate the "3 minute heat"
the 2nd one..is some usual bad habits that cumulate throughout the years..procastinating, skip class, dont want to socialize, etc..i hate it when facing these prob..theres a.."half death" knot in ma heart(if it is a death knot..im done for it..living in a shell without a soul), and i can't seem to untie it..sometimes..i ma really close on undo the knot, but as near as it seems, it is really far from maself..a hard one, but keep striving to undo the bad things and start wif some good habits..
din't attend the malaysian association general annual meeting..not i ma too bz..just dont feel like..i ma kinda like outcasting myself among the malaysian..maybe??i duno..just nid to sit down and really think about it..meditate, reach into the deepest part of ma soul..or maybe..ma lack of confidence is causing all these unwanted challenges in life??
s.c i ma not a certified perfect life master of yers..but i will strive to be better..rest more and dont overstress urself, as u r having a fever..take care yar, miss'ya..
i really need someone to untie the knot on ma heart..are u the one?? @.@
thats all for me..bye ma blog~~
signing off~~**
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