still no HSM 3...>.<

today, still no HSM 3

bcoz.....

the SOUND QUALITY SUXXXXX!!!!!

wac half way then stop wac-ing alr

zhat...is unforgivable...

be ta han....

well good things can wait I guess???

>.<

and eahh...

av a new hair cut....

n..

learning...

can i have this dance now

=X

Argh!!! T_T

i made a big big big mistake..
din't check the content of the HSM 3 I ma downloading
guess what, it's in ITALIAN!!!!
damn it...
that means no HSM 3 today...
ah my gad!!!
WHY!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Nvm then, just practice several duets that i really like
>.<
geram betul!!!!!

so close...to DeAtH...

two times,i was so so close to death..1st, at Australia, I was charging blindly across the street because that's what we used do, J-walking when a car just managed to stop in the slightest split seconds b4 it rams its heavy metal over my fragile body...
That was 2 years ago and i will never forget when sweat filled up my back and i was shocked and immobilize for several seconds until my dad pulled me across the street..I can't even hear the car hon-ing me...That, was the terrifying 1st time

today, the 2nd time strikes...This time, i was running across the street without using the pedestrian crossing in order to catch the bus that will take me to the chiropractic center. I have only 1 minute or else I will miss it and wait another 20 minutes which I will miss my appointment. My sight towards the right lane of the road, however, was blinded by another bus which was parking on the left side of the lane. Again, I charged recklessly. This time though, I manage to STOP in that 1/1000000 seconds before getting ram over by this red colored Honda Accord. Most unforgivable is the driver isn't even looking at the road!!She was so occupied by her companion in the car and was just talking non-stop to her. I was pleased that I managed to stop cause I won't be as lucky as in Australia.The body, soul and mind does work as one this time, coordinate me to STOP before get knock..The driver's mind was elsewhere, not even on the road...eff u b***h, and myself av to be careful next time though...

so close to death..it is better to avoid the grim reaper than to face it in hell..I am lucky to be blessed and escape death itself..hopefully i will still have that luck to avoid another might-happened car accident..more training on my mind, body and soul..bless me with the strength within myself, as i trust and believe only on myself, my thoughts and the inner driving force...

and if i am dead, i won't write anything here today, haha~~

XOXO

love love love....

came across Taylor Swift while surfing net and checking email
my my...i like her...seriously like her voice so so much~~
and the lyrics...
lalala, madly in love mode on
gonna start downloading her song alr
xoxo

ytd snow come, today kk goes >.<

yesterday snowy princess says hi
but today kuen kuen waved us good bye
how sad, another winnipeger gonna be a calgarian
kk...gonna miss u....
when ur gone, no one gonna let me pull her hair
when ur gone, no one gonna let me bully her with lame speeches
when ur gone, no one gonna ngo me like ma mum
when ur gone, no one gonna stop me from curi makan in kitchen
when ur gone, no one gonna...
can't think of another one, but u r definately a very very nice friend
gonna miss u for sure
but no promise whether i ma going to calgary anot
xoxo
an epic picture
of brian cubit kk, and pulling her hair in the same time
and kk can't stop laughing till she let go of her hand which she is supposed to pinch brian's ear
lol~~
take care double k
XD

snow~~finally^^

winter finally kicked in today...
and snow all over winnipeg...
how i LOVE snow...the symbol of romance and love
staring at your lover's eyes
when there are light snow dropping from the blessed skies
all over the two of you
standing face to face under the lovely Christmas tree
and with a slight yet quick motion you gave her a kiss
hugging her tightly and sworn to never let go
that would be so nice and romantic
=)
if i can endure the cold and mend with snow itself
i rather stay up and stand among the wilderness
let the snow absorb me, to feel it
to embrace it, to fuse with it...
and ultimately become a snow man =X
but who cares man..i love snow so much!!!

today, all is dedicated to snow....
snow snow snow!!!!
xoxo

stupid kitty~~ xP

stumble upon this clip in youtube...
itz japanese though, so don't know what it actually means
but supposed to be, training the cat to hoop in any empty 2 halo'd box???
haha, enjoy people, and s.c© i am sure you will like it

today, chatted with my best prefect junior on msn
Wendy Chua~~
but she says, kenot post her picture wor...
so better dont post lar, ppl u guys can go fs or fb to look for her xP
still recall the good old days when we are prefect
and duty at the same place (only once though)
Tingkat 1 Block C, Wendy 2nd half and Brian 1st half
as senior, i always teman her duty the 2nd half
coz nowhere to go, so just stay and talked,
and help her handle ma fan de students
(if they ever exist and interfere us chatting xP)
glad enough, she still remember me, and tell me
i treated her so nice back on the days we are still prefect
haha, gan dong-ing ooo~
some juniors are just still cute and sweet ^_^
now really have the urge to keep in touch wif all those kt friends
they are the people who will never say i am annoying (even though during high school the complaints of annoying br!an never stopped) when i bombard them wif my "fantastic" stories
really miss u guys so so much T_T
wanna go back to the pass, and relive the wonderful moment together again...
xoxo

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
6/11/2008
10:20pm

relax...

finally, get killed in the midterm of the hardest course in this semester

don't care lar, as long pass this course, all is gud
we need to be optimistic ^_^
so...went to have BUBBLE BATH after all the hassles at school
but 1st hor, really have to dust off the bathtub
or else i won't even dare to stay inside for more than 1 minute =x
of course mi bathtub not as fancy as the picture shows
but hor..next time got money gonna buy one fancy one
love to enjoy that 15-30 minutes soaking in the water
total relaxation of mind and body
so nice
and you will smell extremely nice after the bath!!!
it is the total relaxation method in a harsh and competitive environment of uni

ntg much happened today, just an exam that i hate it so much
diabetes, metabolism, fructose...
argh!!!!
but was cheered up by anie though
she always says, she have faith on me and always believe that i am a smart guy
@.@
am i???you overestimated me...but thanks anyways, i will do my best
and to people out there, from today onwards, gonna work on a....
story...called...
30 days girl friend
三十天女友
hehe
stay tune folks
xoxo

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
04/11/2008
9:41pm

yahuu...finally ^_^

yesh!!

finally this hellish week is over
3 assignment and 2 exams
except 1 exam wasn't as smooth, i aced the other 4
^_^ satisfaction!!!perfection!!!
nyways, was helping my cozie to move
and i was wearing a 4 pounds weight on both of my ankle
that was really stressful...
but it is good to train myself!!!
ang-gaga!!!!
*cute version of a bad dream*
i had a really bad dream 2 days ago
it has something to do with my family
i was terrified, sweating when i woke up
and the 1st thing i do is to call home straight away
i have a very strong sixth sense
far more superior than normal males
luckily nothing wrong or wicked happened
thank god...
dad, i am so glad you are alright...
*a dreamcatcher*
well, it brings you good dreams, legend says:
"Good dreams pass through the center hole to the sleeping person.
The bad dreams are trapped in the web, where they perish in the light of dawn."
but duh...itz just a legend
but somehow i do have really good dreams
recently, may sound ridiculous but it really does prevail
where the cold war ended and we forgave each other for our silliness
even my dreamcatcher tells me...wei, time to appologize
be a man
xoxo

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
31/10/2008
8:13pm

4 down, 1 to go

@.@

4 down (1 midterm, 3 assignments) 1 to go..

wuhuu, next week only 1 midterm coming up
itz gonna be a more relaxing weekend for mi
lose 2 kgs just for the week due to
1) eat less
2) study a lot
3) stay at school a lot
4) stress
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the finish line is so near yet so far
when the midterm for next week is done
i can finally be a little more carefree for mi life
but for now, it is always hardworking mode
zzz...
elaine and kuen*2 graduated from the school
and kuen*2 is going to Calgary
sure gonna miss dis sha da jie
she is always being nice to me no matter how i bully her
blur queen lol
and also her mum coz her mum say i am leng chai *sigh
not quite for now, but will work hard to reach that level ;)
^_^
anyways, take care kuen kuen!!!
gonna miss u like you miss me xP
xoxo

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
30/10/2008
10:39pm

tired...but still excited!~!

maybe i shouldn't be blogging at this crisis moment
but anyways...
went to safeway ice cream factory
where they manufacture lucerne ice cream
gone thru the sanitation, freezing, storage, critical point control stuff
@.@ it is really not an easy task to manage all this stuff
but anyways, we got a lot of free ice cream, which make the trip worthwhile
i need to do extra exercise bcoz i really have too much 2day xP
and the storage area visit is totally epic
we are in there wif lab coats and hair nets where the temp was -20..
(WHERES MY WINTER ATTIRES???)That was in everyones mind
zzz, the fearless 7 team, made it alive after staying in the storage area for 5 minutes
^_^
hardworking mode on
was in the school whole day and done my assignment for tmr and day after
and studied hard for my midterms
for tmr, and one on friday
jia you!!! you can do it!!!
i need luck though...xP
xoxo

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
29/10/2008
9:42pm

@#%#!!*&#***@!

zzz...@#%#!!*&#***@!
drowning within the sea of homework...
hopefully it will go better after this week...
T.T
taking down notes for macronutrients
jotting down questions i am gonna ask for seminar
revising sin sin's proposal
thinking of my new storyline for my upcoming story, battle between the lone wolf and the soaring dragon
chatting wif biao di shao
chatting and doing crazy stuff wif my beloved bro
revising sensory evaluation assignment...
really @.@
however, it proves i am really good in multi-tasking
coz all of my job for the day is done
and i made people happy
=)

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
27/10/2008
8:56pm

movie star??in my dreams man >.<

mentioned something about movie acting yesterday
since my friend was a director for a small acting crew in my school
he was considering to add me to the squad for a minor character
in near future, and his gf keep on convincing him to add me into the crew

say i have the talent and potential to be a great actor...
>.<

my all time favorite Johnny Depp
just watched his old movie Donnie Brasco
and watched POTC 1,2,3 , Sweedney Todd, Corpse Bride
i ma planning to watch Secret Window in near future too
the guy got the talent and potential to be the next Oscar winner
salutes to you Captain Jack Sparrow
you are the man!!
and....
in the future will it be my face on the magazine cover?? xP

Jessica Alba
Sweet, sexy, hot, pretty...
wow, she is my all-time favorite female actress
1st time I fall in love with her is during...
sin city, then started to watch a lot of her movies
she is one the sweetest ever
^.^
love ya alba xoxo
lastly, when am i gonna receive my throphy when i get into acting..??!!?
PONG!!!! Wake up lar mr.br!an
having a dream is good, but not this kind of dream...xP
So i am best to be a "Mafia"~
Satto Capo "br!an"
lol

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
26/10/2008
8:25pm

pot luck

today had a pot luck at chun yan's place
meet a lot of friends and have fun hanging out
a friend even wanted to introduce a girl in my faculty to me
since he is a drama producer for the Chinese students
i recommended myself to be part of his movie in the future
just for fun, not saying myself having great talents in acting
but who knows, i might be turned into a big star?? xP
anyways damn tired, gonna go to sleep
and today was quite effective
finished a very hard assignment which is due in 5 days
xoxo

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
25/10/2008
11:13pm

making ice cream!!!

Today's lab was one of the best ever.
Why?? We get to make ice cream and eventually tasted it!!!
Let all the pictures do the narrating!!

ops, cant see clearly the inside

there you go
it is a total mixture of:
523.26g cream
150.00g white sugar
37.95g skim milk powder
288.79g 2% milk
and 1ml of vanilla extract

this is the machine for mixing the ice cream

this is the end product
look soggy and soft, but it is really sweet and tasty!!

the face of satisfaction ^_^
people doing lab, i ma busy taking pictures
too excited
anyways, punished myself to run 45 minutes in the gym
and walk home which used up 15 minutes
because i ate something SWEET 2day
>.<

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
24/10/2008
10:56pm

LOSER!!!!

I am such a loser today...
Because I can't finish my midterm for HACCP course!!!!!
T.T

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
22/10/2008
10:34pm

sanity...is for the weak, that's why I ma insane XD

Today's sensory evaluation lab was a blast
Instead of liquids with unknown property, today we get to test solid food instead!!
They aren't the best, but so far this is the best lab section ever attended
Thumbs up for the lab coordinators
You guys rockzz!!!

After a one and a half month of continuous effort
I can proudly say that I lose a lot of extra fats residing in my body
1 n 1/2 month leading towards a lose of 10kgs or 22lbs
This is crazy!!!
I go from:

:(
sad face
To
:)
happy face

and somehow, I started to think...
that, who the hell am I really living for
giving my best for
sworn to protect
he/she/it..or myself???
used to be I never determine whats best for me
always thinking of how to make other's happy and feel protected
like knight shed in shinny armor sworn to protect

a holy knight soaring from heaven itself
:)
but now...
i ma starting to lose that sensation
when people won't appreciate you even though you care so much for them
or just take you for granted
i ma not great of a person
feelings fade like nothing
no matter how hard you try to maintain it
close relationships are lies
and hope is the first step to the road of disappointment
lol
duno y crap so much today..
on oh ya, biao di sao
thanks for your zhu fu
i successfully gave a perfect presentation today
can't get 100%, but 85% should can ba
wanna show my appreciation to you here
:)
gtg, ciaozz

by
your and only yours truly
br!an
at
21/10/2008
8:19pm

shh....

shh....yes miss.winner...u win and own it all...i ma a big big time mr.loser...u won't stop calling me that...and i finally made you laugh like crazy...恐龙and孔龙。。。LoL。。。wat about genting???xP...but shh..u took away my 3 hours 6 minutes and 13 seconds...all is recorded in skype...got prove somemore...but shh...don't tell anyone...shh...coz later got one eng tao will damn damn jelous...=P

and also aa...miss shh...i uploaded the baked chicken picture...u also saw me eating it tat other day right??
there you go, the before:

the after:

u know what, brotherhood rocxxxxxxx!!!

and weighted myself again..now at 101kgs..hmm..got 6-11kgs left to get rid off..
and found some really good work out to work on...
jia you for miself..i can do it..and i know lar, motivation keeps pushing me, azaza!!!
gtg guys,
ciaozz

1 day...1 more...

1

today
is day 11
that means...
one more day, will say gudbye to this greeny 12 days
everyday eating so healthy, my weight goes from 108kgs-103kgs (day 11 weight)
5kgs, or 11.2lbs is lost..
im closer to my goal
i can do it
^^

gtg, assignment calling..
will post pic of my hand-baked chicken tmr..
ciaoz

signed off**~^

Drink drink drinK...till bloadted...

2

Just want to make the number 2 looks beautiful 2day..
2 more days in front of me to go pass, then I will be off detox.
A countdown for my detox program, really funny..
It is just a bloody 12 days program!!!

Anyways, today a lot of hw to do...
argh mode activated!!!
and still chat so much wif cousin in law non-stop...
brian brian...
CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH*@!#$$##@!@!~~~
Wanna shout at the top of my lungs~~
LoL...

gtg, ciaoz~~

signed off**~^